CREDITS TO ABBY FOR THIS ! :D:D

2010-04-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

Ok. Im officially jealous for those who are going to WACKEN 2010. Ouh manzz. After watching all the past live vidoes, W.O.A 2008, W.O.A 2009, i SO WANNA be there! Sheesh! Iron Maiden, Arch Enemy and many more will be there! Freaking fuggly faggot farts! T_T

2010-04-01T15:41:00.002+08:00

I GOT INTO REPUBLIC POLY!

Aerospace Engineering Yaw!

After two plus years in ITE. Thank God i made it!

Im so happy! Ok, lets smoke. Kay go!

2010-03-30T07:09:00.002+08:00

Its up and back in action! Sorry people if i didnt update for a super long time. Was REALLY BUSY WITH WORK. Hope you guys understand that. Alot of things happen for the last few weeks. Good and bad things. Hmmm. Aiza, im not angry at you or what. Just forget bout it aite. We'll talk things out. We'll meet up some day aite.

And to Iqah Cat, drag drag drag! Orang da tak cakap ape ape lagi asal kau nak ungkit ungkit? Ape masalah kau? Fyi, you look so pathetic in a way. Ask for sympathy. Tak kerane kite, kau tak akan kenal anga uhh. Ni balasan kite dapat? Thanks alot! ^^

Abby, thanks for the advise and your cikopeh jokes. Hahahaahah! Really helps me alot. We really got alot of catching up to do. Huahuahua! One day aite. Plus, can learn how to skate as well. ^^

Homies, THANKS for being there for me manzzzzz. Y'll really got my back. All the advise y'll gave, i really helps. Y'll never fail to crank me up. "Amitabh Bachan!" LOL!

One more thing, i wanna change my blog skin. ABBY! You know what to do. ^^

"No Women No Cry" - Bob Marley

2010-03-08T07:14:00.000+08:00

To HiCal.

UPDATED!

Nah, amek kau. LOL!

2010-03-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Have a safe journey Love (:

2010-02-27T11:28:00.000+08:00

L.O.V.E is just another word i never learn to pronounce

2010-02-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

I SUCK BIG TIME!

Why do people get the wrong idea?
Im not holding you back. Im happy that you moved on. Always have. I just let everything on my mind out. Is that wrong? You know what. Have it your way. Im gonna stop bugging you. Be it in school blog. My bad aite.
(If it was really me, im sorry)

2010-02-24T19:32:00.002+08:00

I fell for you, but i dont think you felt the same way for me. Maybe its just acting. I still remember the time when i had to figure out your number. That was fun. Not knowing you at first and then fall for you. That was fun also. Hmmm. Im not trying to dig up the mistakes you made or what ever shit that happen. Its just that you changed so fast. Sometimes i ask myself, who is this girl infront of me now? She is totally different. I still remember the time when i had to lie to my parents just to meet you. But nevermind, i didnt regret a single bit.
Ive tried so hard to forget you. But its just impossible to do it. I still remember the time when i use to say, the only way for me to forget a girl completely is to contact other girl. Ive tried. And i fail yet again. I dont know why, but i somehow am stuck to you. I just wish we were like before. When everything seems perfect for me. I want the old you back before i leave the school. It really suck to see you with the other guy. But what to do. Haish.
And if you were to read this, just keep in mind that someone here still care and loves you.

Spaghetti Girl

2010-02-20T12:45:00.001+08:00

Isn't she simply adorable?
Just look at her cute face! XD

2010-02-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, dont feel like seeing anyone except for my homies now. They always manage to make me feel alot better when im down. They also help me out alot in my problems. Hmmm. I wont know whats gonna happen to me if i dont know them. It would be total boredom! And yah, get well soon Sazli! We miss your silly jokes! (:

2010-02-18T19:40:00.000+08:00

Im like so in LOVE with her!
Katy Perry! XD

2010-02-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

Gotta a big thing happening right now. I shall do a proper update soon.

Germany on August?
Deep Purple?
Lamb of God?

2010-02-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

Tired! But its worth it! Im so gonna get something nice for myself. But what? Any ideas anyone? And and, who wanna watch Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief?

2010-02-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

Aiza, Im sorry ):

2010-02-11T20:20:00.003+08:00

Zul, Hammy, Qilah(Blur), "Torres"

One of the nicest picture! Finally! Uploaded!
OK people, I've got good and bad news.
Bad news is that im in the debarment list! Shitfaggots!
Good news is my teacher is gonna back me up in this and i got an appeal letter!
Time for me to really buck up and put in my 101%! Go ilham!!! XD

2010-02-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

Abby, THANKS ALOT!!!! I owe you one. If its isn't for you, i'll be dead meat. LOL. Seriously, you save me BIG time. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! *Smile big big* Heeehhhh!

And yeah, had a great time with Qilah, Faizul and "Torres". Planned to study but we end up laughing the whole time. Especially Qilah and "Torres". They crack up every single second. LOL!
Ok now, to go or not to go? Shitholes!

2010-02-09T07:21:00.002+08:00

So, two best shots for yesterday from me and Shafiq Kecik.
Imma thief. I steal stickers. Muahahahaha!

2010-02-07T14:43:00.000+08:00

Brings back good memories

2010-02-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

I feel like im being neglected by others. I feel that im only important to them when they need me. When they get what they want, they will just push me aside. Hmmm. I dont wanna say out names. But, nevermind. Its no point saying also. They will somehow turn it back on me. It sucks!

BIG TIME MAJOR LOSER!

2010-02-05T11:52:00.001+08:00

Somebody! Motivate me to study for my exams please!
I Miss You

2010-02-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

She wants to run, goin' on,
point of no return
No looking back, hope is gone,
just a slow burning
Lost without love, so she tries
to get all she can
Into the night, desperate eyes,
look for helping hands
Like a scream, the siren's call
Now it seems she's lost to all
Moving slow, and trapped in pain
Don't run with heavy chains
What's left is torn apart
Heavy chains on heavy heart
Her broken life
Her broken heart
Broken promises lost and found
Just a knife
Into her heart
Keeping her down
What's left is ripped apart
Heavy chains on heavy heart
Broken pieces of life
Broken pieces of heart
Broken pieces of promises lost and found
Heavy chains like a knife
Cutting into her heart
Keeping her down
Ohh, heavy chains!

2010-02-02T07:48:00.002+08:00

Editted by Khalis.
Thanks man! I owe you one.

Anyway, im like late for my class again. But wth, fuck it laa. Belom habis project report. Must print and bind all. And the best thing is that i need to do it all by myself. Gerek kan? Sheesh!
Anyway, had a good time talking otp with Aqilah. Hahahah! Sorry ye if i talk too much. Peace!

2010-01-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

Happy, Skate, Split, FS Board, Chicken Rice, New Friends!
What more can you ask for?
A great way to end the week!
But, next week, SHITHOLES!
Stress, stress and more stress.
Project report, after school revision, test, EXAMS!
Ouh man. How how how!
Even thought im nervous, but i feel happy and excited in a way.
The trill to study for exams is there again!
Time to burn the midnight oil again.
BURN BABY BURN!
Ok bye.

2010-01-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

Look at what i found!

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love… it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

2010-01-30T11:53:00.001+08:00

Test subject ready, spray paint all set up.
Its time to rumble!!!!
Lets rock em' dead!

2010-01-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Now i know were i stand in your life.
Im just your complain and boredom boy.
Friend, things aren't gonna be the same.

2010-01-28T08:01:00.000+08:00

HEAVY
METAL
MADNESS
\m/

2010-01-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

No one talks bad bout my homies.

Aku ni cepat marah. Kau masih nak main giler ngan aku?
Be my guest.
Like they say, like father, like son.
And just for your info, my dad is not the typical type of dad.
Prepared?
For those who terasa, tu kau punye seluar dalam.
I've been a nice guy for too long?
I think so.
Orang bagi muke, kau naik kepala.
Bagos skali. Amalkan selalu. Amin.

2010-01-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

To all the girls who don't open up to a guy just because of one FUCKER who messed up your love life. I believe every guy deserve a chance.

2010-01-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

Train In Vain by The Clash

You say you stand by your man
Tell me something I don't understand
You said you loved me and that's a fact
and then you left me, said you felt trapped

Well some things you can't explain away
But the heartache's in me till this day

CHORUS
You didn't you stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way

All the times
When we were close
I'll remember these things the most
I see all my dreams come tumbling down
I can't be happy without you round

So alone I keep the wolves at bay
and there is only one thing that I can say

CHORUS

You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me

Did you stand by me
No, not at all

Now I got a job
But it don't pay
I need new clothes
I need somewhere to stay
But without all of these things I can do
But without your love I won't make it through

But you don't understand my point of view
I suppose there's nothing I can do

CHORUS X 2

You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me

Did you stand by me
Did you stand by me
No, not at all
Did you stand by me
No way
Did you stand by me
No, not at all
Did you stand by me
No way

2010-01-25T07:46:00.003+08:00

Do you think i wanna do this? No.
But i have to. I know that im not the only who likes you. Not the only one who is contact with you. Hmmm. You once said to me, dont wait. That's what im doing now. But when i tell you that, you beg for me back? What do you want from me? Im not your type of guy. But you, you have everything that i look for a girl. But come to think of it, i dont think a girl like you would go for a guy like me. I mean, you're smart, you have the looks, good family background, financially stable and NOT a minah. Unlike me, not smart, not bright, smoke, drink, lie, doesnt really follow the religion, not sweet and very unromantic. Hmmm. How i wish the last asshole didnt messed up you heart. FYI, my tolerance to these type of people is close to ZERO. But luck for him, he's your ex. And yah, you ask me to think bout it right? Ok. I will.

This small space in my heart.
This small place call love.
Its already taken up.
By you.
Its not easy for me to wait.
Its like wishing for millions of skateboards for Christmas.
And if we were to get together,
i can assure you honesty and sincerity.
But to think of it, nahh.
Dream on ilham.
Just stick to what you are good at.
Hopefully you'll have a bright & successful future ahead.
ILY

2010-01-23T08:44:00.002+08:00

Need to freaking wake up early just to send my irritating bro to reading class. Waste of time! My time! Sheesh!

And yah, whats with everyone and their emo blogpost. I mean its like almost everyone who i know post bout something thats go to do with being into a relationship. Cmon people. Snap out of it! Life isnt that shitty! You always say theres other fishes in the pond. So, throw the old one and get yourself a better new one. Cmon laa friends! Blog post emo boring tau. Hmmm...

Anyways, I WANT MY HOTCAKES!!!!

2010-01-22T20:37:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good! As in feelings. Its like something bad is gonna happen. But i don't know what. Shitty! Hmmm. Maye its just my imagination. Hmmm. Stop thinking negatively and get your head right!

Anyway, Happy Birthday to my beloved NENEK!! Huahuahuahuahua!
Gonna go Pasir Ris Park! Woohoo! Gonna meet my cousins yaw! Its been sometime since i saw them. Im so gonna have a good time spending time with my family. Family as in my aunties, uncles, cousins and own family. And lets not forgetting the birthday girl. Heheh! Tomorrow! Here i come!

Now! Ilham shall watch American Gladiator! Bye mofos!

2010-01-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

I miss doing homework!
I miss doing last minute revision!

2010-01-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

Hurgh! Pain pain pain! Sheesh! I can't even eat properly. Lets not forgetting the sore throat which decided to stay for the whole day. Walauwei! Not fair you know. Plus, CANNOT smoke for a week! -.-" Sian uhh. And the swell is so freaking irritating! Because of the freaking swell, i can barely open my mouth. Hmmm. What to do. I miss going to school now. Boring seh sit at home.

Anyway, today was ok laa. Met Lan in the morning. Walked to Tamp Interchange. Arrived at school, meet Mdm Mariam. She's helping me to Fax some document over to National Dental Centre. After that, meet Lan again for breakfast. Ate spaghetti at Campus Heaven. Then Lan followed me back to my crib. Chill for awhile, download songs and watch vids before fetching my younger brother. Not forgetting that Lan also cooked Fried Rice. SODAP! Huahuahua! Ate slowly and watch Starskey and Hutch. Then, comp all the way till now. Im starving. Time to eat and take my medicine. Get well soon Ilham! (: And Abby, you still owe me hotcakes. Bile? Im waiting. Hehehe

2010-01-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

Something bout me that's haunting you?
What is it?
Tell me!!!!!!!!

Once a upon a love story

2010-01-17T20:48:00.000+08:00

A girl her heart after her last relationship.
Then came this boy.
Hoping to find his love.
Eventually he did.
To the girl who just broke up.
He patiently wait for her.
So, the boy's feeling grew deeper and deeper.
But not just that,
he even thought bout asking the girl to his.
Like for quite sometime.
But went he finally ask,
she block her heart out to him.
But to this boy, it doesn't seem fair.
Because why?
Because this type of thing always happen to him.
Its so irritating for this boy.
Its like, why must he only come after she doesn't believe in love anymore.
If the previous boy has a chance, why not this boy.
Whats lacking in this boy?
He wants to know.
And this boy also knows that the girl doesn't want to break his tiny heart.
That's why he asked.
He is ready for it.
But yet again, he can't do anything much.
The only hope is to pray to god.
Dear god, please open up her heart again.
Your small and humble creation is begging.
Amin

2010-01-17T13:52:00.001+08:00

Sunday = SKATE DAY!

2010-01-16T20:45:00.001+08:00

Had a terrific day just now. When out, chill, walked around and just free my mind. And my back is aching due to too much of standing and walking. Gosh. Must stand in the train some more. Walauwei. Sheesh.

I know i didnt show the face nor say anything much. But im jealous of something. I know you and him are friends. Havent met in awhile. But it doesnt mean that you stick to him all the way. Me and syaii are just friends for goodness sake. Hmmm.

Anyway, i freaking WICKED AURA'S VAN!!! XD
Bloco Singapura? Nah! WICKED AURA BATUCADA!!! XD

2010-01-16T10:08:00.000+08:00

I wanna join Wicked Aura Batucada!
AWESOME!!! XD

2010-01-16T09:17:00.000+08:00

New day!
I promise myself not to regret. AND! I'm not regretting it. I know ive tried but, owells.
Anyway, am i blind enough to see what in front of me. She fits my need in a girl. She has the attitude and personality. I shouldn't have gone back trying when i can stick with her. Aiza, I'm sorry if i haven't treating you right nowadays. I'm sorry for jumping to conclusion. Sorry for being selfish. We must meet up soon aite. I need to talk to you bout something.

Shouldn't have done that in the first place. Now look what you have lost. Its like gold. No, not gold, more like diamond. Sheesh. How stupid and idiotic can you be ilham? Pffft!

2010-01-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

I, Mohammad Ilham, have tried my very best. But yet fail. I know you situation and your needs. But isn't there a little space in your heart to accept me back? Hmmm.

Tried.
Tired.

2010-01-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Well, today was awesome! Went to school late. As usual. Meet fazuan, imran and solomon over at bus stop 31 to smoke. Then went for the next lesson for less than 1 hour. Waste of time sia. Sheesh! But never mind. Did my assignment quickly and head down to forum to see the performance. And yah, HiCal's dance moves is awesome! GO HiCal! Huahuahua! After that lepk-ed at Cafe 1. Then shift to Event Hall. Me and Abby stopped by at Co op shop for awhile. Abby bought HL and i get myself a Snickers chocolate bar, for free! Huahuahuahua! And yah, changed my smiley to gold colour. Finally, not rubber sia. Hahhaha! So, me, izam, hical, ali and abby slacked till 3 plus bfore heading down to T2 to eat and fetch my siblings. Iqah GF tagged along too. We ate, laugh, recored video and more laughter. Haha. Ok, Ilham da malas nak type lagi. Hurgh. Semangat dua minute je. HEHE!

Im falling back to you. Hmmm. Let be your sweetheart again before i leave the school.
I dont want to leave with the emptiness in my heart.
IMYSM

2010-01-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

Misunderstanding solved. *blushblush* Hehehe.

Falling back to you?
How can this happen?
Geeeez
I need to get my head straight.

Is it all gonna be a sweet dream with a bad ending?

2010-01-11T20:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO OUR MISS FIQAH! XD

2010-01-08T07:58:00.000+08:00

Finally! The internet connection is back to normal. To Fazuan, Imran and Solomon, Im so sorry i cant do the powerpoint presentation yesterday. Comp crashed. My bad guys. ):

Anyways, To Aiza, yeah yeah, i've checked out your blog. Its AWESOME!!! XD
Nicely done. Very colourful. Hehehe.

WOHOO! My aunty is giving me 2 unlimited pass to ETP or WWW! I think. Hahahah! Its this Sunday. Who wanna follow say me! Ok lame -_-"!

Thanks For The Help!

2010-01-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

New blog people!
Thanks to abby whom help me alot with this blog thingy.
I seriously suck at blog. Hurgh. Hahahah.

So, plans for today was, school, lepak, L4D2 with lan, makan with Aiza, Iqah, Q, Lan and Lora at LJS. We chit chat alot. Hahah. Tell lame jokes. And yah, bought iqah's belated birthday gift. Hahaha. Really had fun. Then slack at mac for awhile. Played some games to pass the time. Wish i could stayed abit longer. Confirm gerek. But nevermind. Theres always next time. (:

And yah, me and lan decided to join the iTalent. Our item is Samba Duet. Hahaha. Hope we can make it! :D Wish us loads of luck!

1)

2010-01-05T20:18:00.001+08:00

First post. Testing, testing 1 2 3. Okay, it's all good. (Y)

:D:D